Finally a trip outside These pics are all after the tracheotomy had been placed.    The top pic was seeing my middle son J and playing with my suction tube on his cheeks. Third down is me restrained to my bed….I would try to leave or remove tubes, it was for my safety. Bottom pic…back in bed in my “posed position”.  Pillows under both arms, cut out pillow behind my head….and the damnNG tube and Trach…..